10 stories above
walking on the ledge
im back where i used to be
brink of insanity

what am i doing?

the hand of the abyss is pulling my soul into its insatiable gut

how did i come back here?

i vowed never to stand on this ledge again
yet here i am
looking at my desire
my inevitable end
calling me,coaxing me to leap
the emptiness infesting
i have no reason to stay

Is this the point of no return?

my heart numb to emotions
to every emotion
closed itself
i dont see any reason not to close my eyes
hold my breath one last time
and jump...